2 of my 4 modules are so difficult to grasp. This isn't helped by the fact that my concentration span doesn't last for more than about 10 minutes at a time and every time I try to read I get a headache.
Got my first assignment today for one of the modules that I'm ok with. It's a book review based on our core reading and it's due in next week. 500 words isn't too bad. I'm gonna try and crack on with some reading and note taking now, but I know that as soon as I try and knuckle down I'll get a headache and be instantly bored.
My gap year was brilliant, I made loads of money and had a great time doing it. I did seem to think though that I'd just be able to switch back into kid-at-school mode. WRONG. It's probably because I spent the last year and a half of college hating every second, and then I had a whole year to re-affirm that college was in fact shite and the real world was way better and more interesting.
Also uni is hard cos you're trying to learn loads of new stuff that with 1 lecture and 1 lesson a week. The reading is no good at the moment, and I already knew that I learned by 'doing' and 'observing' rather than reading.
I really want to quit my job, but I desperately need to keep earning money because living in London is expensive and I don't want to live off savings and have to go without or have any moments when I literally have no money.
Booking my holiday to Italy tomorrow YAAY. Something to look forward to!
I need a stress-free job that I can go to and have a laugh and meet new people and come home feeling like I've done a hard days work. Nothing beats that satisfaction you get from feeling like you've done a good job. These days I get home in a terrible mood because for me a day at work is a day wasted. I get nout from it, and my to-do list stays as long as my arm, and my mood stays bad.
Why do I get so easily bored? Nothing keeps me interested for very long before it becomes repetitive and mundane.
Time to read...
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